DI SAAT KERINDUAN

Salam and heiyoo..wassup..woww..it really long after my last post.well i just thinking..and suddenly i want to write something in this entry. i was thinking how bad people want another people listen to them and follow them, and i'm also one of those people that want another people follow my lead.well it might because i;m a sister with three lil'sister under me.i always thinking bout them and all but i know one day they grown up and become an adults and when the time come, i need to let go their hands and see them with their own family.

well since my last entry, i watch lot of movies and of course, the end of TWILIGHT SAGA: BREAKING DAWN PART2. dude it really awesome and what i can say,i also get deceive even though i already read the novels. edward nad bella cullen together with reneesme...that so beautiful family there.about jacob get imprint with reneesme...that so much to say about that..hahaha...well i hope there will be more successful movies that have taylor lautner, kristen stewart and robert pattinson.(hope i'm spell his name right)...well there a lot of thing i'm think about but foremost i hope i can get a verygood results..and get my name in dean's list next sem.

with love~me~.... <3

AMANKAH KITA???????

Salam and Heiyoo folks....hahaha kali ni topik kita lebih kearah patriotisma lah kata orang...hari ni bagun2 jerr rasa sentap sebelum tu ingin lah saya menyampaikan rasa takziah kepada tiga sahabat saya, bukan sebbab meninggal dunia tapi kerana kehilangan harta benda apabila rumah sewa mereka dimasuki perompak hari Rabu lepas..ok lah disini saya ingin menyentuh tentang keamanan. Keamanan sering dilaung-laungkan oleh kerajaan kita (dimana saya sentiasa percaya bahawa kerajaan senantiasa cuba mempertahankan negara).Memang Malaysia ini aman damai, tiada peperangan, tapi adakah keamanan dinilai dari tiadanya peperangan? apabila kes2 seperti curi, rompak, bunuh, culik semakin berleluasa...ingin saya tanya amankah kita??..kanak2 dilarg bermain dgn bebas tidak seperti dulu...ibu bapa menjadi paranoi.....ramai yg takut untuk menaiki kenderaan sendiri selepas mengisi minyak...terfikir juga, kenapa rasa tidak selamat itu, wujud dalam diri. Mungkinkah dengan lambakan warga asing, hingga warganegara sendiri takut untuk berjalan di bumi tanah air sendiri?...tapi salah siapakah apabila ramai warga asing datang kenegara kita untuk mengisi peluang pekerjaan yang sepatutnya diraih oleh orang kita sendiri? Di Jepun dari kita boleh lihat bahawa mereka hanya menggunakan tenaga kerja dari orang mereka sendiri dan tidak memerlukan warga asing untuk menjadi buruh di negara mereka.Mungkin ada, tapi tidak sebanyak di negara kita. Hinggakan kerja kilang yang sepatutnya untuk memberi peluang pekerjaan kepada rakyat Malaysia disapu habis oleh mereka..Anak2 muda juga bersifat sombong dang angkuh serta agak memilih....bak kata pepatah Melayu, ukur baju di badan sendiri...maksudnya tengoklah kemampuan sendiri dahulu sebelum melihat kemampuan orang lain..Jika kita pnya kemampuan tidak seperti orang kenapa perlu memilih??...saya bukannya ingin menjatuhkan atau merendah2kan martabat orang lain..tapi itulah realiti dinegara kita...saya harap kita semua akan dapat renung2kan kenapa keadaan sekarang tidak sama seperti dulu....

wasssalam....X).......with love,me..................

Pemergianmu Sentiasa Diingati..Kehilanganmu sentiasa Dirasai....

Assalammualaikum to all who read my blog..just want to say some words that I can't tell anyone about it..31 August 2012, the whole country celebrate Independence Day while my family in sorrow..we got shocking news about our lose..my beloved aunt, passed away at 4.40pm the reason for it is cancer...yes!! pancreas cancer that took my aunt live is just a reason..but as Muslim I need to accept Qada n Qadar from Allah...where there's live there's dead..who us to say the otherwise??..we just human and I'm already accept it that she's already gone forever.. I still remember,the time when I accompanying her..only silent and sometimes we talk about little thing that happen around us..that time i thought to myself..we really have a lot of generation gap but she always knew how to catch our,teenagers attention to something..she might knew too that i feel a little uncomfortable so she ask me to massages her and in my heart i said to myself again that i will do my duties till the end.i don't have any grandfathers or grandmothers or 'kampung' because both my grandparents already passed away since i'm lil' girl. i always can't be patient to go to her house in Hari Raya as she my father big sister.However, this year as her condition became more worse..we celebrate the raya with her in hospital. i can see how worse her condition is especially when i look at all the hospital equipment around her.when i'm accompanying her before i heard what the doctor with my aunt and his husband,my uncle discussion..all the reason to what happen with her..and about the operation she will do the day after. as my body feel really tired i also think that she will all right..everything will be just fine...i'm might be look laughing n seem okay..but my heart hurts..my thought full bout her..i'm feel real sad...i feel so sad..really sad..so bad sad..the sadness,the thought..all memories come to me one after the another..i just can't keep been alone or i will drown into the sadness..the thought..the feeling of guilty...like i feel when my granddad's died..when he passed away i ran into my brother room and cried real hard for a moment...i'm just stupefied like now........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

aku ada,kau ada???

Salam n heiiyoo, wassup?..hvg a bless today..well for me i hvg a very good day well if u can say it like that..after long absent i'm going to talk about the  movie..well maybe it too late for this review but it better late than never aight?..hehehehe...okay larr td sbenarnya br jer hbs layn cite aku ada kau ada???...well overall cite memg xmsk dek akl sbb nya tetiba jd mcn tu n tetiba jd mcm ni..xtau larr sbb apa tp cite dah lwk cm x ckp kuat....tp lg2 dia memg best..ase teraddict plak ngan lg dia..ckp sempoi tp penuh mkna. hrp2 pengarah pad ms depan xhnya meletakkan nm2 besr tp jln crita ntah ape2...so hope urr weekend (even thought it's over now) have lot of good memories..dan sy suka lg yg plg last tu jgn bongkak..X)

13 Mei

jikalau peristiwa pada tarikh 13 Mei itu, tidak diselesaikan dengan cara yang penuh berhemah dan bijaksana adakah anda rasa kita akan jadi seperti negara2 yang masih lg dilanda kemelut konflik yg berpanjangan?..bayangkan kita tidak dapat berjalan dengan selamat dijalanan kerana ramainya askar dan peluru yang sanggup menyinggah dibadan kita pada bila2 masa pon...sanggupkah anda gadai keamanan ini hanya kerana satu perjuangan yang samar2 dan kerana ketamakan mereka2 yang hanya inginkan kepentingan mereka terjaga??...anda tanya saya...saya tidak sanggup....wassalam n with peace,me...

SnowWhite AnD The Hauntsman...

asslammualaikum and heeyooo...wassup guys...after long time nothing to write..i just came back with new and exciting movie from the producer of Alice In The wonderland...what movie u said??..it's Snow White and The Hauntsman..yup not Snow White and the Seven Dwarf but now she run to the Hauntsman...well i give 9 from 10 for this movie..why??..well simple it because the movie itself is so exciting and many of it CGI is really adorable..well top from all that..the actor and actress that act in this movie should be creditted to and if i been the producer gv them more allowances..hahaha...(well the actor pay already an asspain iknw..just joking)..see the real movie always can attract lot of people to watch it..well i dunno,but to launch a new movie whent there already a blockbuster wannabe in the scenes is really not smart thg to do..people will watch that then watch our own movie but what i can say...people gttg tired too...so..not let u down..u should watch the movie and rate it by ur ownself..for me if the director, Rupert Sanders can tell us who the zSnow White will be with,this movie can be more excitg n lovely too..until we meet again...see ya... ~peace yo~

my FRIENDS...@ FrIeNdSHiP

Salam and heiyyoo...wassup gang..today i like to write about this topic.well just get touch by looking my beloved friend blog.she write about her own life and conflict that happen to her and it really like a slap on my face where i think that as a friend i don't give hand to her so that she doesn't feel that she all alone.sometime i feel that i'm useless and pathetic.how i can't help even single person that i know and it really upset me.

Friends @friendship this words are great words.ship...it can be mean as a person with another person together in one ship or u can say circle of life that connected them with eacg other.it doesn't matter if u and that person are far away from each other becoz u actually are close together by ukhwah and silaturrahim..that why the word 'ship' is used.

Guys it doesn't matter if ur friend are forgetting u or they ignore u.they still person that u had knew and laugh,cry,eat and sleep together aight,so don't forget to keep touch with them coz it will be really pity if u cut this beautiful ties...


everything gonna be okay.... but i can't promise u..
everything gonna be alright..... it just a lies to comfort u so that u can feel more better...
everything gonna be just fine..... so u can wipe out ur tears...

actually i'm not a good person... i'm trying to help u but just don't know how...

then i keep think about u... how u doing by urself...did u resolve everything or just leave it like usual..... did u stay strong or let urself drown in ur own depressed??...

i trying to catch up with ur prob.but i also encounter lot of prob.that need me to calm myself before helping someone else...

hope u understand n i will always here for u...this is true.........................................