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Friday, 28 September 2012

AMANKAH KITA???????

Salam and Heiyoo folks....hahaha kali ni topik kita lebih kearah patriotisma lah kata orang...hari ni bagun2 jerr rasa sentap sebelum tu ingin lah saya menyampaikan rasa takziah kepada tiga sahabat saya, bukan sebbab meninggal dunia tapi kerana kehilangan harta benda apabila rumah sewa mereka dimasuki perompak hari Rabu lepas..ok lah disini saya ingin menyentuh tentang keamanan. Keamanan sering dilaung-laungkan oleh kerajaan kita (dimana saya sentiasa percaya bahawa kerajaan senantiasa cuba mempertahankan negara).Memang Malaysia ini aman damai, tiada peperangan, tapi adakah keamanan dinilai dari tiadanya peperangan? apabila kes2 seperti curi, rompak, bunuh, culik semakin berleluasa...ingin saya tanya amankah kita??..kanak2 dilarg bermain dgn bebas tidak seperti dulu...ibu bapa menjadi paranoi.....ramai yg takut untuk menaiki kenderaan sendiri selepas mengisi minyak...terfikir juga, kenapa rasa tidak selamat itu, wujud dalam diri. Mungkinkah dengan lambakan warga asing, hingga warganegara sendiri takut untuk berjalan di bumi tanah air sendiri?...tapi salah siapakah apabila ramai warga asing datang kenegara kita untuk mengisi peluang pekerjaan yang sepatutnya diraih oleh orang kita sendiri? Di Jepun dari kita boleh lihat bahawa mereka hanya menggunakan tenaga kerja dari orang mereka sendiri dan tidak memerlukan warga asing untuk menjadi buruh di negara mereka.Mungkin ada, tapi tidak sebanyak di negara kita. Hinggakan kerja kilang yang sepatutnya untuk memberi peluang pekerjaan kepada rakyat Malaysia disapu habis oleh mereka..Anak2 muda juga bersifat sombong dang angkuh serta agak memilih....bak kata pepatah Melayu, ukur baju di badan sendiri...maksudnya tengoklah kemampuan sendiri dahulu sebelum melihat kemampuan orang lain..Jika kita pnya kemampuan tidak seperti orang kenapa perlu memilih??...saya bukannya ingin menjatuhkan atau merendah2kan martabat orang lain..tapi itulah realiti dinegara kita...saya harap kita semua akan dapat renung2kan kenapa keadaan sekarang tidak sama seperti dulu....


wasssalam....X).......with love,me..................

Saturday, 1 September 2012

Pemergianmu Sentiasa Diingati..Kehilanganmu sentiasa Dirasai....

Assalammualaikum to all who read my blog..just want to say some words that I can't tell anyone about it..31 August 2012, the whole country celebrate Independence Day while my family in sorrow..we got shocking news about our lose..my beloved aunt, passed away at 4.40pm the reason for it is cancer...yes!! pancreas cancer that took my aunt live is just a reason..but as Muslim I need to accept Qada n Qadar from Allah...where there's live there's dead..who us to say the otherwise??..we just human and I'm already accept it that she's already gone forever.. I still remember,the time when I accompanying her..only silent and sometimes we talk about little thing that happen around us..that time i thought to myself..we really have a lot of generation gap but she always knew how to catch our,teenagers attention to something..she might knew too that i feel a little uncomfortable so she ask me to massages her and in my heart i said to myself again that i will do my duties till the end.i don't have any grandfathers or grandmothers or 'kampung' because both my grandparents already passed away since i'm lil' girl. i always can't be patient to go to her house in Hari Raya as she my father big sister.However, this year as her condition became more worse..we celebrate the raya with her in hospital. i can see how worse her condition is especially when i look at all the hospital equipment around her.when i'm accompanying her before i heard what the doctor with my aunt and his husband,my uncle discussion..all the reason to what happen with her..and about the operation she will do the day after. as my body feel really tired i also think that she will all right..everything will be just fine...i'm might be look laughing n seem okay..but my heart hurts..my thought full bout her..i'm feel real sad...i feel so sad..really sad..so bad sad..the sadness,the thought..all memories come to me one after the another..i just can't keep been alone or i will drown into the sadness..the thought..the feeling of guilty...like i feel when my granddad's died..when he passed away i ran into my brother room and cried real hard for a moment...i'm just stupefied like now........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................